sakura

the grass will not be greener without me for i am the sun, the moon, the rain and the earth and without me, those roots will not bloom

and on that day i failed to locate the glisten in your eyes they used to remind me of the stars and the skies, until they reminded me of the saddest goodbye

i am no longer the beauty you seek as i am the beauty i found i will not be your conditional muse for i hold the most unconditional worship for ones self that the God's have ever seen

how is it that i fought a cold war within my heart and i still feel the summer bells ringing when i hear your name

a whole universe lives inside of me even the brightest of stars hold envy

for everything i'm not i make up for in everything i am

even on my darkest days my soul remains the light something so pure cannot be photographed, caught or drawn but merely narrated with the words that reside within the walls of my skin

all i do is love i love as hard as any, maybe even harder but i doubt that i am too too hard to love but if i am, at least make me make the fall just as hard

i loved you so dearly, so much that i had to set you free i could not bare to watch you unhappy even if it meant you were no longer beside me

it’s within love you realise the most spectacular sense of control you lack over the universe we carry on digesting every full moon basking in its eclipse, for the energy we so dearly crave